Fashion Show tryouts at Rutgers U

Well its that time again and I am getting ready for my fashion show in April, on the second. 

I've only done this show before once and I was a model, but this time I am a designer. The role I play very well and would prefer to be. I had designed and created many outfits, not all of them are with me due to the fact that I sold some and gave some away, but I am making more. The style that I ma going for is japanese lolita pop look. Below is a pic of what

 I mean. I will be posting pics and videos of the of the Show in April. I have a lot of work till then! but I am enjoying it all. 

Last night we have been going through a lot of male and female models, and I have exclusive video for everyone to see of how the last day for our

 model search went. This was the final night of tryouts. I'll post another video later when everyone is more refined. 

ENJOY the video taken and streamed live via Stickam.com

And check out my ">music and vid on my stickam link 

Sine I dont have much to post about, or actually there is a lot to post about but I dont have the time I think I will post some old entries from my xanga. 

Yes, I have a xanga. I had it before myspace and facebook were ever made, or very popular. My ex got me into it, actually there was another blog site called......I forget. it was a online journal. Does anyone know about it, or have a guess what it might be?

Well here it is. Comment please. 

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ok, that was a failure. 

Does anyone have any suggestions?

Katsucon 09'

Ok, This weekend I went to Katsucon in Arlington, Va. 

I took pics with my baby, but s you know if you read my last post, she is dead, and I don't know if I will revive her. But I can have her memory live on by showing you what pics she took during the last few moments of her life. 

So here they are enjoy. I will try to add more pics that my friends took. You might even get a pic or two of me. 

The Passing Of A Loved One

its true, my beloved is dead. This past weekend while at a rave in Va. my baby was crushed, and couldn't endure the heat in the building, and died. She was already injured from falling at work onto marble floor. I was told to get her fixed and it would be a little costly but I decided to wait and see if there would be any long lasting problems. Nothing must was different after the accident. When I talked with her, she was fine. We played games together, and text, and many other things normal couples did, but I should have know something was up. She went dark to many time. In the middle of a game she would go dim, having a blank black look on her face. Sometimes in the middle of a game she would just stop, and a freeze, taking about a minute before she came coherent. A few weeks ago I started looking for hospitals to send her to, she was getting seriously ill. I could sense it. I found a good place that wasn't to far away and she would get all the help she needed. Money was a issue when it came to my baby. We were going to go tomorrow, after the weekend event was over in Va. but I didn't know that then it would have been to late. 

In memory of my baby....

until my next baby comes!!

NOT THE ACTUALLY PIC OF MY PHONE, BUT CLOSE ENOUGH.