Something I nocticed

Something I noticed that hasn't changed in over 10 yrs is that I am constantly giving advice to everyone who I see, not because I want to but because they come to me and personally ask me what should they do when it comes to their bf or gf, or their friends who did this or that, or something about what their parents said. I've noticed that a lot of people are looking for acceptance, something that we all long for but the wrong type can be detrimental to your physical and mental health. One thing I noticed that is never good is jumping from relationship to relationship, and this is something that I am not immune to. Not taking the time out to revaluate your past relationship and take the time needed to grow from it will cause most people to fall back in to a relationship that mirrors your past failed relationship. You might think well things will be different, but if your doing the same thing you did in the last, and you picked a guy or girl who is the same as your ex, then your most likely doomed to repeat the past.

Please people, life is long and its wide, and there is enough time to learn and grow, don't waste your time trying to overly make things work. A good relationship take time and work, but if its doomed from the start because of your stance in the relationship then you will repeat the past.

"Only by accepting the past, can you alter it" - T.S.Eliot

I find myself .....

My last semester at Rutgers is now almost to a close, and I realize that I had a good run here. Great people, and good times but soon it will all be over. Well not totally over because I work here for the time being, helping out the basketball team as their manager till the end of the season which ends on Feb. 17th. The team is going great, were 3-1 so far and we have a game tonight, but I digress. Soon I hope to update on here more and more like how I used to do when I was on xanga ... maybe I will post some old posts from there onto here, those that are still relevant that is.

But, I sitting in Starbucks and I find myself thinking back on everything, what I have done here, the peoples lives I touched, the lives I saved, and I have a little smile, but not totally impressed. I could have done a lot more. I could have been a much better person, and I really see that I can be influenced by people, not easily but still. I want to stay solid, and steadfast, staying true to my beliefs, and to what I know to be right and not be swayed by every new person or idea that pops up.

I am just very thankful to my church who keeps me grounded, if it wasn't for my church, I would be a lost cause, so to speak, and I am just so very thankful.

Also, to ACN, a company that has helped me to become the leader and I want to be and financially free in 2010. This company is great, and with Donald Trump as my backer I know I am going really far.

Well this is all for now.

Im still going to Taiwan in the spring, and I will update more about that later.

Ciao~