From 2007

So i'm on a posting frenze and I remembered of some old posts that I did years ago, so after tracking them down, here is one for you. One from April 2, 2007 @ 3:02pm, ENJOY.

Today started out as a good day and it will end a good day, but right now I am being tested greatly. I am being pelted my immature college students who are nerds and computer geeks, ugly pieces of trash who eat, breathe, and bathe in their own filth. People who think their great because the play online games all day and pat themselves on the back because no one else would dare touch them, and because I do know, or am aquainted to some of them, and remind them that their lives are going no where after they graduate they want to punish me today. I ask one for download help on a site and the mockin begins. Sayings like, "It's common sence", and "use your brain", come out. But thats not what gets me. Very soon after I start to get pelted by,....food. Yes, thew started one by one throwing skittles, chocolate chip cookie chunks, and balls of foil. I wanted to rip their heads off. Its one thing to e teased by someone who is at the same level or higher then me in the social standings, but to be teased by these ingrates, that burned me up. Yet I said nothing. I didn't get up, and didn't say much, but 'stop throwing trash at me", I wanted to call them trash, but I held my tongue. Quickly flashing in my head that I could beat them all, and also yell at all of them but that will only be feeding whatever need they need for attention. So I turned around and ignored. I kept on getting hit, over and over in my back, leg, and head with trash, hopeing that it would stop. I didn't want to move from the next table because that would show a sign of defeat. I stayed. Soon they got bored and stopped, but when they were still annoying me I started to type this. Right now, it all stopped. And now there talking about something else that might keep their short attention spans. But I said nothing, and help my anger. I feel good. I know my day will be a good day.

P.S. Its hotttttt out side, lol. it feels good though.

Solomon

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My thought's on relationships.

Ok, so for awhile now I haven't posted and I know even though I say I will post more and more there are limitless times that I want to post or "blog" about something and I just don't get around to it, but this time I have to, this time I just need to purge.

I was talking to my so-called cousin (not actually my cousin) and she was asking about my relationship with a certain someone who will not be named, but she asked how everything was going and all and I gave the common, "everything is going ok" comment. After that she goes on to say that, "yeah, I like her for you, you guys make an awesome couple." Well I though about that and I was thinking, really? we make an awesome couple? and everything that caused problems and the good, just flooded my mind and I am very blunt and a yes or no type of guy, but at the same time, i'm not the type to ruffle someone feathers if I don't have to. So I commented with a :) and "thanks, but i'm not sold on it yet". And I'm not. I've been in amazing relationship, where I knew this would last for a long time, but things happen and it didn't stand the test of time, and i'm thinking well maybe the things that I don't think will last are actually the things that will last but the more and more I go through it and think about it and live it, i'm find myself telling myself, if this is how its going to be in order for this to be a long lasting thing then I'd rather be single.

Well my "cousin" goes on saying why is that, and is it because i'm a gemini, and she is a cancer (something that according to the zodiac are very bad for each other, and in my experience with 2 other cancers, it's so far very true) well that reminded me about that but that wasn't the total reason or a factor into my thought process about the relationship. But, the reason way was because we were together this prior week for the majority of the week and our two personalities started to clash, not in a major way but like they usually did but since we were away together we had to face it and not leave and it was getting frustrating, and these little incidents started from usually something very small or nothing. It's never a major drama but still have to use and choose my words carefully to calm her and myself and to put her at ease. I know having a relationship isn't always going to be easy but I want it to be easy, is that hard to ask for?

I don't mind the little challenges that a relationship might go through and it ends in us becoming stronger as a couple, but that;s not happening, i'm becoming more annoyed and wanting to just get away.